Excerpt from "Harvest"
He was small for his age, smaller than the other boys who panhandled in the underpass
at Arbats-Kaya, but at eleven years old he had already done it all. He had been
smoking cigarettes for four years, stealing for three and a half, and turning
tricks for two. This last vocation Yakov did not much care for, but it was something
Uncle Misha insisted upon. How else were they to buy bread and cigarettes?
Yakov, being the smallest and blondes of Uncle Misha’s boys, bore the brunt
of the trade. The customers always favored the young ones, the fair ones. They
did not seem to care about Yakov’s missing left hand; indeed, most did not
even notice his withered stump. They were too enchanted by his smallness, his
blondness, his unflinching blue eyes.
Yakov longed to grow out of the trade, to earn his keep by picking pockets
like the bigger boys. Every morning when he woke up in Misha’s flat, and
every evening before he fell asleep, he would reach up with his one good hand
and grasp the head bar of his cot. He’d stretch and stretch, hoping to
add another fraction of a centimeter to his height. A useless exercise, Uncle
Misha advised him. Yakov was small because he came from stunted stock. The woman
who’d abandoned him in Moscow seven years ago had been stunted too. Yakov
could scarcely remember the woman, nor could he remember much of anything else
from his life before the city. He knew only what Uncle Misha told him, and he
believed only half of it. At the tender of age of eleven, Yakov was both diminutive
and wise.
So it was with his natural skepticism that he now regarded the man and woman
talking business with Uncle Misha over the dining table.
The couple had come to the flat in a large black car with dark windows. The
man, named Gregor, wore a suit and tie and shoes of real leather. The woman
Nadiya was a blonde dressed in a skirt and jacket of fine wool and she carried
a hard-shelled valise. She was not Russian—that much was immediately evident
to all four boys in the flat. She was American, perhaps, or English. She spoke
in fluent but accented Russian.
While the two men conducted business over vodka, the woman’s gaze wandered
about the tiny flat, taking in the old army cots shoved up against the wall,
the piles of dirty bedclothes, and the four boys huddled together in anxious
silence. She had light gray eyes, pretty eyes, and she studied the boys each
in turn. First she looked at Pyotr, the oldest at fifteen. Then she looked at
Stepan, thirteen, and Aleksei, ten.
And finally, she looked at Yakov.
Yakov was accustomed to such scrutiny by adults, and he gazed back calmly.
What he was not accustomed to was being so quickly passed over. Usually the
adults ignored the other boys. This time it was gangly, pimply-faced Pyotr who
garnered the woman’s attention.
Nadiya said to Misha: "You are doing the right thing, Mikhail Isayevich.
These children have no future here. We offer them such a chance!" She smiled
at the boys.
Stepan, the dullard, grinned back like an idiot in love.
"You understand, they speak no English," said Uncle Misha. "Only
a word, here and there."
"Children pick it up quickly. For them, it is effortless."
"They will need time to learn. The language, the food—"
"Our agency is quite familiar with transitional needs. We work with so
many Russian children. Orphans, like these. They will stay, for a while, in
a special school to give them time to adjust."
"And if they cannot?"
Nadya paused. "Every so often, there are exceptions. The ones with emotional
difficulties." Her gaze swept the four boys. "Is there one in particular
who concerns you?"
Yakov knew that he was the one with the difficulties of which they spoke. The
one who seldom laughed and never cried. The other boys, when hurt, would shed
fat and sloppy tears. Yakov would simply turn his mind blank, the way the television
screen turned blank late at night after the stations shut off. No transmission,
no images, just that comforting white fuzz.
Uncle Misha said, "They are all good boys. Excellent boys."
Yakov looked at the other three boys. Pyotr had a jutting brow and shoulders
perpetually hunched forward like a gorilla’s. Stepan had odd ears, small
and wrinkled, between which floated a walnut for a brain. Aleksei was sucking
his thumb.
And I, thought Yakov, looking down at his stump of a forearm, I have only one
hand. Why do they say we are excellent? Yet that was precisely what Uncle Misha
kept insisting. And the woman kept nodding. These were good boys, healthy boys.
"Even their teeth are good!" pointed out Misha. "Not rotten
at all. And look how tall my Pyotr is."
That one there looks undernourished." Gregor pointed to Yakov. "And
what happened to his hand?"
"He was born without it."
"The radiation?"
"it does not affect him otherwise. It’s just the missing hand."
"It should pose no problem," said Nadiya. She rose from the chair.
"We must leave. It’s time."
"So soon?"
"We have a schedule to keep."
"But—their clothes—"
"The agency will provide clothes. Better than what they’re wearing
now."
"Is it to happen so quickly? We have no time to say goodbye?"
A ripple of irritation passed through the woman’s eyes. "A moment.
We don’t want to miss our connections."
Uncle Misha looked at his boys, his four boys, related to him not by blood,
nor even by love, but by mutual dependence. Mutual need. He hugged each of the
boys in turn. When he came to Yakov, he held on a little longer, a little tighter.
Uncle Misha smelled of onions and cigarettes, familiar smells. Good smells.
But Yakov’s instinct was to recoil from the closeness. He disliked being
held or touched, by anyone.
"Remember your uncle." Misha whispered. "When you are rich in
America. Remember how I watched over you."
"I don’t want to go to America," said Yakov.
"It’s for the best. For all of you."
"I want to stay with you, Uncle! I want to stay here."
"You have to go."
"Why?"
"Because I have decided." Uncle Misha grasped his shoulders and gave
him a hard shake. "I have decided."
Ykov looked at the other boys, who were grinning at each other. And he thought:
They are happy about this. Why am I the only one with doubts?
The woman took Yakov by the hand. "I’ll bring them to the car. Gregor
can finish up here with the papers."
"Uncle?" called Yakov.
But Misha had already turned away and was staring out the window.
Nadiya shepherded the four boys into the hallway and down the stairs. It was
three flights to the street. All those clomping shoes, all that noisy boy energy,
seemed to ricochet loudly through the empty stairwell.
They were already on the ground floor when Aleksei suddently halted. "Wait!
I forgot Shu-Shu!" he cried and went tearing back up the stairs.
"Come back here!" called Nadiya. "You can’t go up there!"
"I can’t leave him!!" yelled Aleksei.
"Come back here now!"
Aleksei just kept thudding away up the steps. The woman was about to chase
after him when Pyotr said, "He won’t leave without Shu-Shu."
"Who the devil is Shu-Shu?" she snapped.
"His stuffed dog. He’s had it forever."
She glanced up the stairwell toward the fourth floor, and in that instant Yakov
saw in her eyes, something he did not understand.
Apprehension .
She stood as though poised between pursuit and abandonment of Aleksei. When
the boy came running back down the stairs with the tattered Shu-Shu clutched
in his amrs, the woman seemed to melt in relief against the banister.
"Got him!" crowed Aleksei, embracing the stuffed animal.
"Now we go," the woman said, ushering them outside.
The four boys piled into the backseat of the car. It was cramped, and Yakov
had to sit halfway on Pyotr’s lap.
"Can’t you put your bony ass somewhere else?" grumbled Pyotr.
"Where shall I put it? In your face?"
Pyotr shoved him. He shoved back.
"Stop it!" ordered the woman from the front seat. "Behave yourselves."
"But there’s not enough room back here," complained Pyotr.
"Then make room. And hush!" The woman glanced up at the building,
toward the fourth floor. Toward Misha’s flat.
"Why are we waiting?" asked Aleksei.
"Gregor. He’s signing the papers."
"How long will it take?"
The woman sat back and stared straight ahead. "Not long."
A close call, thought Gregor as the boy Aleksei left the flat for the second
time and slammed the door behind him. Had the little bastard popped in a moment
later, there would be hell to pay. What was that stupid Nadiya doing, letting
the brat back upstairs? He had been against using Nadiya from the start. But
Reuben had insisted on a woman. People would trust a woman.
The boy’s footsteps receded down the stairwell, a loud clomp-clomp followed
by the thud of the building door.
Gregor turned to the pimp.
Misha was standing at the window, staring down at the street, at the car where
his four boys sat. He pressed his hand to the glass, his fat fingers splayed
in a farewell. When he turned to face Gregor, his eyes were actually misted
with tears.
But his first words were about the money. "Is it in the valise?"
"Twenty thousand American dollars. Five thousand per child. You did agree
to the price."
"Yes." Misha sighed and ran a hand over his face. A face whose furrows
showed only too well the effect of too much vodka, too many cigarettes. "They
will be adopted by proper families?"
"Nadiya will see to it. She loves children, you know. It’s why she
chose this work."
Misha managed a weak smile. "Perhaps she could find me an American family."
Gregor had to get him away from the window. He pointed to the valise, which
was resting on an end table. "Go ahead. Check it if you wish."
Misha went to the valise and unsnapped the catch. Inside were stacks of American
bills, bound together in neat bundles. Twenty thousand dollars, enough for all
the vodka a man would need to rot his liver. How cheap it is these days to buy
a man’s soul, thought Gregor. On the streets of this new Russia, one could
barter for anything. A crate of Israeli oranges, an American television, the
pleasure of a woman’s body. Opportunity everywhere, for those with the
talent to mine it.
Misha stood staring down at that money, his money, but not with a look of triumph.
Rather, it was a look of disgust. He closed the valise and stood with head bowed,
hands resting on the hard black plastic.
Gregor stepped up behind Misha’s balding head, raised the barrel of a
slicenced automatic, and fired two bullets into the man’s brain.
Blood and gray matter spattered the far wall. Misha collapsed facedown, toppling
the end table as he fell. The valise thudded onto the rug beside him.
Gregor snatched up the valise before the pooling blood could reach it. There
were clumps of human tissue on the side. He went into the bathroom, used toilet
paper to wipe the splatters off the plastic, and flushed away the tissue. When
he walked back into the room where Misha lay, the pool of blood had already
crept across the floor and was soaking into another rug.
Gregor glanced around the room to assure himself that his work here was done
and that no evidence remained. He was tempted to take the bottle of vodka with
him, but decided against it. Explanations would be required as to why he had
Misha’s precious bottle, and Gregor had no patience for the questions
of children. That was Nadiya’s department.
He left the flat and went downstairs.
Nadiya and her charges were waiting in the car. She looked at him as he slid
behind the wheel, the questions plain in her eyes.
"You have the papers all signed?" she asked.
"Yes. All of them"
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